After class a student came up and hung around till the others had left. I thought maybe she wanted to explain why she hadn’t turned in paper 2 yet, but she said she had been home that weekend and she had terrible fights with her younger brother, and wondered if maybe she had anger management problems.
Well, I asked, what made her pissed off, and she said, well, he was in middle school, but two years behind, and was going through the adolescent thing while being two years older than most of his peers and all he did was lie around in his room and watch TV and didn’t want to go to school and didn’t want to go out of the house. And he had written some letter or said something that indicated he was depressed and thinking about suicide.
So her brother just pissed her off was all; though maybe she was pissed off because she wanted to help him but was in a conflict because she felt she had really dumped a lot on him while he and she were growing up and maybe she felt guilty about how he was turning out and so was pissed off every time she took a look at him.
So we talked maybe twenty minutes. Who knows what’s going on? The father is a terrific guy, the student says, but has not been so success and has had drinking problems. No mother is mentioned.
She is Chinese, and I have noted from pervious experience that in minority families, especially if they are relatively new to the US, the eldest daughter, especially if she knows English well, becomes the de facto mother of the siblings and sometimes for that matter of the parents. I don’t know it that’s what’s up exactly, but she is the eldest child. So I do tell her that she is not responsible for her brother’s behavior, and also there is probably next to nothing she can do to change it.
The best thing would be maybe just to talk with him and sit down and non-judgmentally just listen to him. Sometimes, I said, a person can really be helped by feeling that somebody somewhere is just trying to understand him or her and nothing else. The problem there is that she can hardly talk to him without getting pissed and that’s not going to help him feel understood. So I say, OK, then you first have to understand why he pisses you off so and go from there. First, take responsibility for what you can take responsibility for and that’s yourself.
I suggest maybe she go talk to somebody outside the situation in the counseling center, so she can talk to her brother without blowing her stack.
That’s how I left it mostly. I don’t know if I helped. I should practice what I preach. I don’t know that I listened enough.